Week 1, 2020

Happy 2020! Actually its still 2019, go watch the video in the last post.

Anyway; not much happened the past week. I played a lot of rimworld.

I'm going to try to make daily posts more. lets see how well that goes.

today I got some cbd oil which is legal here. tried it, I think its helping me relax.

Week 52, 2019

Not much to note, I'll make a post tomorrow, which is actually today, since I'm late with this post. also watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3jxx8Yyw1c

2019, Week 51

Things picked the fuck right up this week once I got my sleep schedule sorted. Been waking up at about 6am/7am for the past few days, which is good. Going to bed time however has drifted, I've been managing to go to bed at 5pm, taking 2-3 hours to get to sleep, and waking up to piss once every 45 mins for pretty much the entire night past midnight.

Last night I managed to make headway into this by staying up to about 10pm. Ideally I'll be able to settle into a nice pattern of going to bed at about this time and waking up at about 6am going forward; as, I find I'm both happier and more productive when I do that.

notes for 16DEC2019

it might help to make a post for each day, or so, and have comments expanding on shit, for shit relating to what I want to blogpost about.

Journal 2019 W50

my sleep schedule is so fucked up.
I'm so tired
I'm so bored. how can I fix my sleep schedule when there's fuck all to do.
I want to get a few new games to help, but everything is so expensive
I mostly have the money to fix it but shit takes so long to get into my paypal
why does everything have to take forever
why can't there be more fun people streaming, I could watch them then.

Journal - 2019W49

So, I just got finished watching this video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPPPFqsECz0

which actually matches something my doctor told me when I told her I was tired of being angry all the time. I think I'm gonna start doing this in the journal.

At this moment I'm very grateful at how delicious these chips and dip are. I'm very thankful for all the time I got to spend with my kitties before they passed. I'm thankful that I am able to find such awesome folks on twitch to watch. I'm thankful that I'm in a number of twitch communities that are full of nice and awesome people. And I'm thankful for all the fun video games I have, like minecraft, factorio, and truck sim.

As for what happened this week, a lot of it is hinted above; I've eaten chips and dip. I've been playing minecraft, truck sim, and factorio. I found a new streamer, who drives a truck and uses TTS. Overall a good week.

Next week the UK elections occur. That'll be fun to watch. Then politics shuts down for the xmas holiday. Taiwan votes in early Jan, so I'll see if that's fun to watch too or not.